Friday, March 19, 2010

For Beginners or Oldies

If you haven't got a connection with God, Christ or the Holy Spirit, I ask you to pray and ask him, into your heart, soul and body. Without God you can't do anything. Trust me I know this from my own experiences. Yes I was once a non-believer; now I am a true believer and glad to call myself a christian and catholic.

If your putting all your energies into work, fun and life and getting nothing in return, ask God to come into your life. I became a christian at the first Sunday or Lent. I did the R.C.I.A. classes, and then kept going to church and knowing that God was in my life, but I wasn't believing fully in him. I would pray only if someone I knew was sick, or I was in intense pain. I felt my prayers were going to nowhere, this made me stop praying and stop believing in God for a long time.

Don't get me wrong, I went to church, read the Bible and just took my pain meds and my meds for my asthma and mental health issues. Anyhow, I kept thinking about why God was working in other peoples lives and not mine. why was I so different. I actually started to believe what my mother and step-father used to tell me growing up. That I wasn't one of God's children, but one of Satan's children. I actually believed I would go to help as I was always told I was bad and evil. If you have a family that doesn't look after you, or abused ypou in any way. You need to get away from them and try and get help and guidance from social workers, but also ask GOD into your life. He will help you, you may not believe me, but this actually happened to me.

On the first Sunday of Lent, I prayed from leaving to go to church. Our friend Suzie Q picked us up and we went to church. While I was listening to the singing, the scriptures being read and the homily, I felt God enter my body and touch me. I was pain free for about 15-20minutes. If you let God into your life I believe he will touch you and help you heal from whatever you need healing from. Trust me it will happen, but not on our time. Never on our time. It is always on his time, God tells us what time and space he will work in us. So just be prepared for the time...

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