The Healing Begins

For the most part of the day, it has been rather stressful and very sad and lonely. Being home alone, watching Criminal Minds on youtube. Realizing that While watching I was bored and surfing the web for junk mostly. I found this quote picture and had to post it here. 

When you've had your childhood stolen or taken without your wishes. You need to think, look and understand, throughout everything God has been there. You just need to call his name.  Some churches call God by his name. But all in all you just have to ask him to come into your heart and let the healing begin.

Today had been the start I think of the healing process for this body. Many don't understand, but when you're abused and neglected by the family who was meant to be looking out for you, to be there at all times, but never was. Ask God, to give you another family, one that will love you, care for you and be there whenever you need someone.

I've done nothing but cry all day. Plus being DID/MPD doesn't help matters either. People just don't listen, don't want to understand. TO this day I believe my only friends are my partner, our cats and that's about it.